Kokeshi Doll: Seen Through Wide Screen

Trekkie pounces!

2009-07-16T23:28:00.001-05:00

I forgot about this little wonder :D

Basically...Trekkie pounced on Judy when he was taking a nap.

Hilarity ensues!

....sorry about my retarded laughter in the background.

Wow

2009-07-16T23:03:00.003-05:00

Wow....I've been slacking and neglecting this poor bloggy...my bad!

Well, nothing has happened really...except:

(not in order)

1.) I got accepted to UIW's CG program

2.) I went to the coast w/ Trekkie and Judy to meet up with Jenny

3.) I dropped chemistry and is not taking a summer program

4.) Fr. Gus past away...R.I.P.

5.) Judy moved into Yu-chan's place

6.) Usual apathy...I need a muse. I'm such a disenchanted princess :\

7.) My biting finger tip habit has gotten worse so it seems...

8.) I had an allergic reaction from an Ant bite....omg, I freaked out.

9.) I saw Wicked w/ the b/f figure person ♥ :P

10.) I consider myself as an official Graphic Design student now that I've cut my fingers with an X-acto....I was rushing for my portfolio...at least it got accepted right? :D!

11.) I'm starting on comics of lyrics :D

12.) Still working.

I'll continue to update and what not. I'm still tweaking this blog's template. How do you like?

The BGM is Blonde Redhead. They have a lot of soothing and emotional beats...

while the bg image is something I did for my DADA poster.

Lack of updates~...

2009-06-06T14:20:00.004-05:00

Hmm....yah. Busy. Kind of. Or well, I just don't feel like being jolly atm :P

But there IS a new song in my head:

I love the video, and the song...just reminds me of a "certain" someone ♥ and the issues he's had to face with me...sorry :\

Lyric exert:

♫ Instead of carving up the wall,

Why don't you open up, we talk?
I am ready, I am ready for a fall.

Instead of carving up the wall,
Why don you open up, we talk?
We are ready, we are ready for a fall.

I can't hear your voice, do I have a choice?
I'm hoping with chance, you might take this dance.

I can't hear your voice, do I have a choice?
(You're sinking below, I'm using my force)
I'm hoping with chance, you might take this dance.
You're my #1 guy" ♪

Lack in updates

2009-05-16T12:37:00.002-05:00

Yah...sorry, I lied. I didn't update the next day...or the day after that...or the day after that....etc.
Well, I'm updating now! :D?

I haven't been working on my projects of this summer...but I'm am still committed on jogging every Monday (so far...which was once! XD) Right now...I just need to START on the projects. START throwing things away, START writing/drawing on the story, etc.

Starting things is easy...but maintaining them sucks ass XD

My mind needs to stop straying with made-up scenarios and "what if"s. Instead of focusing on the things I need to do and start on, I've been going out. Clubbing. Shopping. Movies. Yay! Well...it is summer afterall, right?
I'm going through a new chapter in my life...too bad it's the same badly written book. My grammar is bad. A lot of Engrish :P
I'll upload more pictures soon...ish!

But at the moment:

This song has been playing in my head over and over and over and over agaiiiiiin. Ahhhh~!
But....I like it :)

Up to date...ish?

2009-05-13T02:39:00.007-05:00

Nothing REAL big...or mentionable going on in my life. If you know me and you're close to me...chances are that you know what's going on in my life.

This blog...I just show off a HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY SUNSHINE part of my life...nothing real big and angsty (that's what my LJ is for) lol.

But anyways....about my last post...
Basically: spent the whole day w/ Leslie, Sam, and Kathleen. Well...Sam joined later for din din.
Kathleen, Leslie, and I FINALLY went swimming at the pool in my apt!

synchronized swimming!lol, cute.
Ew.
Hah.
ROTFLMAO :P

Then enters....THE SAMMUEL!!!!!....@ EZ's...Mmm...Pizza ♥

Eat it!

Oh.....true bliss(love)

Fuckin' Leslie.... :\ but then again the earlier picture was....
well, it was kind of dirty...so this one is good.

The Saturday afterwards....ICE SKATING WITH KICCHAN!!!
I ♥ Ice Skating...it's a nostalgic factor.
so....there were these group crazy tweens...I'm guessing it was a birthday party? Well...they were obsessing themselves with random ppl....one was Kiwi....coughcoughlolcoughcough
Funny thing was he was trying to get one of their glasses, or have at least one of them give him theirs.

plan backfired...they started squabbling and was like "WEAR MINE! WEAR MINE!" and well...afterwards, they didn't really leave him alone....
Yes...I didn't do anything. I was very well entertained :)

It was funny...there was this one guy...who gave ONE of the girls (the older one) his #...and well, she gave them out to all her friends...and they started mass texting him. Scary.

Jebuz, I look disgusting here...でも　キッちゃんは　かわいいね？

SUNDAY of that week...

I visited Kiwi @ his work place with Vanessa, since there was a mysterious that he had wanted to give me... ♥

One month...? Already? Really? Wow. To be honest...I never would've seen us be like this.
In the beginning...I had thought he was gay...(SORRY!!!)
But...I'm thankful.
He came up to Austin

...we saw the L movie....Oh Jesus Christo, no! Keichi M. is HOT....but...the movie...sucked! I mean, yah it was funny to make fun of...but...the engrish~ lol. Oh! And don't forget the otakus and fangirls that were there. That was hilarious. Every time L did something nice, they would be all "Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww~"

I forgot when...but....during the week...we had our last coffee run for the semester...I'm going to miss St. Eds cause of them...along with a couple of people.
But...yah :(
Then again...it's not like I'm never going to visit!!! :D
I'll post more tomorrow...I is tired....I is going to write about the final week of St. Eds...which I only had ONE final...and it was Japanese. XD! Easy for me...mostly. Not all of it though. In the end, I just slacked off. Yes, yes...that's bad. To be frank, I was already tired of it all.

For tomorrow: Introducing pics of Edgar, Kyle, Amanda P, and BA BA BLACK SHEEP!

Incoming...

2009-04-28T12:53:00.003-05:00

Yes...I haven't updated in a while. Sorry. Projects are killing me. Procrastination. Yaaaaaaaah~ :D?

[blog in progress]

Here's a preview of my life so far :)!

時間をもっとください

2009-03-25T19:02:00.003-05:00

この　きもちわからない．．．まっ．．．わかるけど．．．本当の事からやだ。
あの人のＦＢページを見た。　彼は元気にしてるね～。それは　いいでしょ？　何か．．．羨ましい。
ん～羨ましいじゃなくって、何か　悲しい。　彼は私がいない時は　もっと　嬉しい見たいを感じる。
本当に私の事を．．．何にも　思わないのかしら？　何にも　思ってないのね？

まっ．．．その　関係は　もう　終わったから。　時間がなくなった。　きえちゃった。

たぶん、彼はもっと　嬉しいと思う。　私も　幸せにならないと。　Move on up from here. Stop looking back, and move on. でも　それは　難しいよね？いたい。　でも　そうやらないと。　がんばらないと！

最近．．．新の男と話してる。　　彼はとても優しい、　でも　ちょっと　子供っぽい。　弟見たいの感じ。　でも．．．彼といる時は　おもしろい。　今主の金曜日に会う。　会うの楽しみにしてる。　なぜかしら？　好きになっているかもしらない。　はねかえりだっけかな？　知らない。　でも　その人に　会いたい。　彼といる時は　おもしろくって　楽しいです。　何か　ふわ　ふわ　の　感じ。　：）

My life up to date-ish...in short

2009-03-24T01:44:00.013-05:00

So St. Eds has three new dorms and two brand spankin' new cafeteria underneath them.

Freshman 15 anyone?

The kids who live here are gunna gain a lot~~~~but hey, they're frikkin lucky!!! When I lived in East it took like 5 mins (depending on how slow you walk up the hill) to get to Rags! >(! And the food wasn't really that great either....saaad face. I actually do like the new cafeteria better.

Chillin' before Japanese class...wow...I really like how the table is reflective...and dusty (I drew :D!)

It's been frikkin' windy these days...Lillian's freakishly long hair was attacking everything! First it was me...then her friend Natalie :(!Tee hee...I went to their class for and drew before the teacher came :D

Recently I've been joining Kathleen and Leslie out for nights at the cafe. Either that or just roam around St. Eds campus...raping people and vandalizing.
I mean... >_>!
WE WEREN'T VANDALIZING!!! :OSwing swing...

WEEE~!!!

Right before Spring Break was let out...They played Labyrinth (feat. David Bowie) on the lawn.
OMG I forgot how great and cheezy that movie was. David Bowie was pretty sexy with his eye stabbing CROTCH of doom. Ahhhhh watching it on the big screen made it worrrrrse!!!!
(>_<)!!!

Just before Spring Break...I met up with Kelsey again!
I took her to Yogurt Planet and we also walked around at the Triangle...
Damn...those fuckin' lofts are niiiiice.....$1200 & up a month though?
Ouch.

I also saw Watchmen at the Metropolitan.
That theatre is like Austin's version of the Palladium
Both nice and fancy...$$$$$$$ :(!

Watchmen was a great movie. The visuals were stunning...but Dr. Manhattan's....uhm...blue glowing...naked body was just EVERYWHERE. And WOW! The sex scene in Archie (ship)...softcore, much??? :O! Wowweee!
But I have to admit...it was pretty funny seeing families leave because of all the violence. It's rated R, stooge. Leave your children at home. This is NOT a movie they should be seeing...says the one who saw "Shakespeare in Love" and "Titanic" in 4th or 5th grade. XD!!

Okay okay...talking about being in San Antonio now! ...I've been...clubbing at the Bonham. It's soooo flamboyant, but the music is awesome :D! The first time I went was for Kicchan's Birthday.

(hehehe~ he had a staulker...
when we went again the 2nd time
...he was there! XD)

Happy (belated) Birthday!!! Hurrah!!!

Latest club adventure Trekkie and Judy came! We met up with Juliette and Jezz...Vanessa was SUPPOSED to come...but her mother took her phone. So she says....(j/k). >_>

VANESSA WHY DON'T YOU ANSWER MY CALLS?!?!?!
I'm breaking up with you!!!!
Alas...I didn't left my camera and glasses in Austin during Spring Break...so no pictures for the recent club adventure...or for the week....ahhhhhhhhhh I heard my camera crying for me all week!
I'm sorry! ;A;!!!!

Well...during Spring Break
I've been cheating on it though...
with
MANDY'S CAMERA!
o_o
Hey...I had to, how could I have missed the opportunity in taking pictures in NYC and Philly?
I would've died.
btw, here are the albums :)
Philly, PA
NYC I
NYC II
NYC III
NYC IV
I must say, my favorite part of the trip was going to Chinatown...haggling is fun! Or atleast playing the "cute" card and being all "Mmm~I dunno~I DO liiiike it~" causing them to lower the price.
Tee hee!
Hitting up the Japanese restaurants was awesome. I truly found heaven when I went to Kinokuniya.
OMG....so expensive, but what isn't? It's in NYC for chrissake!

Avenue Q was also a spectacle to see. Hahah Puppet sex.

San Antonio...my last bit of Spring Break...was great :)
The weather was beautiful. In the 70's not that cold, warm, and sunny.
Friday: I hung out with Vanessa and Judy at Kate's Frosting before I went to work.
Afterwards, I met up with Kicchan. Introduced him to Vanessa and my favorite thing to do...
HAPPY MEAL RUN
Ohhh McDonalds, how you makes those little meals happy with a toy and sprinkle of nostalgia~!

Saturday: I saw "I Love You, Man" with Judy, Jenny, and Trekkie. OMG that movie was soooo awkward and hilarious! Some parts were even hard to watch due to how TRUE and Awkward it was.
Lol I especially liked Doug the gay guy. "It was a taste of betrayal, you fucking whore!"

This genre of Bro-mance is great.

Sunday: JapaNoodle....oh w/e, I'm going to keep calling it Japan Nite. Just because I'm "old school" like that. Birthday Suits, quaff, The Emeralds, and Peelander-Z were playing. Sorry guys, there weren't any chick bands playing. Those are the ones that make the night all cutesy.
As usual, soooo many otakus and weeaboos. All mostly from SAC or are customers of the store.
OMG omg omg seriously though, there was even a guy that had tried to pick me up at the store!
He was there! Eeeee~! I was like "oh dear, uhm....invisiblilty cloak!" I mean c'mon, I was a total jerk to him.

(Me registering him up)
Him:
Uhm....are these good? (referring to the an pan)
Me:
(stares at him dully....looks at Mari)
Mari:
Uhm, yah! They're really good actually :)
Him:
Oh....are they sweet? (looking at me)
Me:
(stares at him dully...looks at Mari)
Mari:
Ah-Uhm, yeah! They're sweet with the sweet red bean paste in the middle.
Him:
Oh.....ok.
Me:
Your total is ______, thank you very much and have a nice day.

...wha? I was tired! And Mari and I were going to change shifts soon! Ahhh but I'm going to kill Mari and Lori. After the guy left, Mari and Lori were laughing.

Lori:
"Are these sweet?....like you????

Anywaaaaays, quaff was awesome! Makito (the guitarist with crazy red hair) remembered me from the last time they came (during the fall)!!! *0*!!!! Ohhhhh happy face! He was the one who remembered me from MySpace first when I asked him for an autograph. The other bandmates didn't remember me...sad face, but hey? I don't blame them. They ARE a band that tours a lot.
I'm just glad that my sisters, their friends, and Kicchan liked them.
Personally, I like them because of their clash of Japanese folk music with rock. the Fue sounds so pretty~~~~!

All in all....my Spring Break was pretty damn good. My life is starting to brighten up again :)
Soon Summer will be here. I can't wait to move out of here! Hope it's all for the best.

ECAASU 2009

2009-03-04T16:27:00.003-06:00

Man, that was a break that I needed indeed!

ECAASU 2009 was fun :)
Although it was a bit unorganized...and there were some issues on registration (I better get my $75 back!), the whole feeling of it was fun. This year it was at Rutgers, and it seemed like they were on a bit of a tight budget...seeing as how the shirts were rather plain and there were a lot of repeats...oh well....the atmosphere was at least better than the one at Cornell.

All aboard~! Ah...but MAN, I was so scared cause Connie made it like at the VERY LAST SECOND on the flight...that girl is going to give me a heart attack!

I love airports...the structures are always somewhat unique.
Here's the windows of the Newark airport

We WERE going to take the taxi to New Brunswick...but holy hell it was $60...so we took the Air Transit....which was $12

yeah.....we were a bit tired

After the Air Transit...went on the train~!

When we got to the Train Station...we had to look for our hotel.
Good thing it was like down the street.

Rutgers in New Brunswick!....a place where there is basically NOTHING to do... -_-

We had issues with our hotel and registration....they claimed that Jarrett's card was declined and that he didn't pay for Connie. We had to call Erica....and as for registration...I paid for Connie....Rutger's ECAASU staff STILL hasn't sent me back the reciept to get reimbursed...
FUCKING SHIT! I want my $75!

After our hotel and registration was situated...we walked around thinking that there'll be some cool shops...well....no. There were none.

lol, but they had Chinese Laundry!

ECAASU begins...

Opening ceremony...+ entertainment

Danny Cho was the speaker/host...he was pretty hilarious XD!

Entertainment consisted of student dance groups...
a lot of frats and sororities did some step dancing
The South Asian troupes were awesome...I'm sorry but they were far more interesting :P
Johnny Phlo was also there, his Korean rap was intense! o_O

Afterwards....we basically chilled in the room...I even got bold as to wanting to curl my hair!
I asked Connie...and well....lets just say since my hair was in a ponytail throughout the whole day it was deformed...so she tried working with it....needless to say:
it didn't work. :(!!!!

ECAASU 2008 was organized and seemed like it had a lot more....but it seemed pretty up

-tight. Not to mention I was with two people who were in a fight between each other... X_X
Being the gopher sucks~~~~!
But this year I went with Jason and Connie, and we at least stuck together. They were awesome :)!

We even went to NYC before the Saturday workshops and mixers. Ah~~ I can't wait to go back to NYC for spring break!!! ♥♥♥

...hudson?

Empire state building!!!

OMG! Just like in the movies~~~!!!

lol...it was funny, I overheard some other tourists talking about the taxis...and what made me smile the most about their conversation was that:
They were talking about the Cash Cab XD!
I was so thinking the same~ tourists. Psh. :P

My God, this MAC model scared the bejezuz out of me! But damn he was awesome
...and gay in a sexy matter. I mean, what?

Yeah!

Although riding the trains and such are fun...the conductors can be such assholes. Everyone there is so fast paced that they get impatient so easily. We tried asking this one conductor where our train was and he just pushed us away saying go check the monitors. We checked....didn't understand...so we ask the info ppl...they told the same thing. Frustrating as hell, considering our train that we needed was departing in 3 minutes...
FINALLY, Jason asked someone USEFUL and she told us what track we needed to be on.
Now...was that so FUCKING HARD?!?
We barely (hardly) made it to our mixers...I know they didn't make it, but the mixer group I belonged was still going at it...I saw Melissa, Denise, and Kell again though :)!

I stayed in the same room for the workshop....omg, good choice on my behalf.
See the 2nd guy to the right? THAT'S PARRY SHEN!!! From Better Luck Tomorrow! Holy Shit!
They were talking about their project Secret Identities which is an anthology of comics with Asian Americans as the hero/protagonist. I got it preordered...and autographs...teehee :D

After the workshops...we went to the dinner banquet
It was organized to meet people...we were sitting with people from NYU and Syracruse College.
Then comes the closing ceremony + entertainment...couldn't take pictures but the poetry slam for the entertainment was pretty awesome in an inspirational way.

After ECAASU, I went to a Frat Party with Connie.
(btw, Jose if you're reading this: I went to the Villanova room first then to the Frat Party
That's how I met some of the ASA members! :D!)

Frat parties......are random, indeed! The location was in the Lamda frat's basement. The ratio was 4 girls 1 guy, but towards the end it was whatever. There were even times when we all had to be quiet because the cops were patrolling the neighborhood. Hahha....weird.

I had some drinks, but man am I thankful for Connie and this guy I met at the party.
Although a lot of guys were hounding for her, this guy protected me throughout the whole night :)
Tee hee~ ♥

I hope I see him again some day. If not, then well...c'est la vie.
Thank you for the great memory!

Seriously...I needed some feeling of support rather than from my family. I have friends, but they're busy and have their own drama. I don't want to talk their ears off and such. I want to help them as they have always helped me. Thank you guys! ♥♥♥♥♥

But this feeling of happiness and enjoyment didn't last so long...I mean, greatful that Leslie picked me up...but reality was waiting for me at my apt :\
But of course I did screw up and let the highschool version of me get out and write stuff out of anger (it felt good at the time!)

Luckily...support from my family and friends are in reach :)
Thank you Leslie! And special thanks to my sisters + Mandy, lol

Right now...I'm just going to go through this last week before Spring Break...I'll update more for the recent days. Hey, there's atleast pictures in this entry. BE HAPPY!

Pathetic

2009-02-18T05:27:00.002-06:00

I really can use a hug, or a shoulder to cry on.

I really can. I want it now.
I'm so selfish & spoiled.

misery

2009-02-16T14:15:00.004-06:00

かなしよ。　　私はかなし。　昨日、ずうと　ないていた。うるさくに　ないていた、ははは．．．でも　ねむれたよ。　　なぜ　ないていたの？
あの人が　いるから。
なぜ　ここに　いるの？　なぜかしら？　その人たちに　会いに来たから？　くそ。
この　きもち　きらい。　きらいよ。　やきもっちしって、　馬鹿でしょう？　馬鹿だよ。
ありえないよ。　なぜ　私は　こんなに　よわいなの？　馬鹿見たい。

本当に　もう　おわっているなのに。　　自分で　言っていたじゃん。　　だから　なぜ　まだ　ないているのよ？　なぜ　あの人を　まだ　つかまっているの？本当に　じゆがないし、一人ぼっちだけでしょ？
いいえ。　　まっ．．．一人ぼっちけど　何か　思うの事があるんだけ。　　まだ　かれ、　私に　まった　帰って来ると　思っているから。　本当に　馬鹿ですね。

でもね．．．私の問題何だって知てる。 I have too many expectations.

~~~
On a lighter note....

Thank you Ki-chan for the V-day present!!!
it caught me by surprise...even though it was 2 days late ^^;;

The kitty's name is 白♥
＊(shiro = white)
THANK YOU キッちゃん!!!!

for brightening my day when it was all shitty
& everything else.
:)

Valentines~

2009-02-14T15:26:00.005-06:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY~!

a.k.a
Hallmark's Money Making Baby Day,
or
A Consumer Whore's LOVE Day~!

or to be a bit more bitter about it:
HAPPY ANTI-VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
SINGLE'S AWARENESS DAY~!
Hurray!

:(
Today is going to suck...so many reservations at the restaurant...
And no Valentine for me....Psh, oh woe is me!
Oh wait, no no I DO have a Valentine~

Vanessa!

& Temporary Valentines
♥♥♥If you can get 5 temporary Valentine = 1 actual Valentine ♥♥♥
Maybe? :P

So far... I has
Trekkie ♥
Joselelele ♥
V-sa/Judy ♥
Ceruti ♥
Ramos ♥

Well....I don't really need 5, but at least I have them ♥♥♥

My Valentine's day was fun :)
♥♥♥

***Through-out the night V-sa and Judy were being switched around on the Valentine count...
SHE LEFT ME FIRST!!! :(
and then Judy....well, Judy is stupid. :P

I finally met up with Jessika, but no Jul :(
...drama drama drama...(and I missed it! Thanks a lot Vanessa!)
drama over a shady person from the past...
Eeee...well, can't put much on here seeing as how ANYONE can see this.
Meh, there's the Pro's & Con's of Blogger.

Sure, freedom of speech etc. I shouldn't be afraid of putting my 2 cents on here, but y'know...?
That's all b.s.

Information is a scary thing. But if you're close to me, you'll probably hear all this from me anyways. Ah~ but doesn't it suck?

I've also been having dreams. Dreams from the past warping with the present to the point where it seemed like it would happen in the future. I know it may all be known-sense. But heh, dreams are dreams y'know? It can't be helped to start wishing for some of them to come true.

What to do, what to do indeed.

Zilker Park

2009-01-22T00:26:00.016-06:00

If one day I had a wish,

I wish to see all of my friends again.
To see them smile,
to see them laugh,
to see them dance,
to see them prance!
One by one they disappear,
but never fear it's not forever!
But here's my wish,
I hope you hear...
I wish to have a picnic here!

-Miss Kokeshi

I indeed hope we have a chance to have a picnic or tea party here at Zilker Park or at the gardens...oh and especially a photo shoot! That would be awesome!
Last Saturday, I felt a bit depressed...so I cheered myself up by venturing around and taking pics :D

Location: Zilker Botanical Garden

First here is the historical part of the botanical gardens...

"Macho Fern" <--- as seen on the lower left corner! It's so "Macho" that I couldn't fit it all! :X

Originally...

Flushed out!

Now enters the Asian part...ooh! Koi Pond!!!

C'mere koi koi koi koi koi~~~~!

"Wait no! Come back!"

"Who the fuck is this girl? Leave us alone!"

There were some blind ppl there too...to enjoy the gardens...or well, at least have a good stroll?

Here comes the bamboo!

"I'mma bear!"

"Panda bear!"....although those are WHITE and black.... >_>;;

"I knew you'd understand! You always listen and keep my secrets!"

I HAS A NEW FRIEND!

We played!

We chilled!

We laughed!

Heart to Heart conversations!

.....Slept together :P

but alas...it was time to go....

Until next time, my dear friend!!!!!

Yah...thus my park adventure conclude...I will be back very soon! I'm gunna!
And this time, I'll bring someone to come with me...lol...that just sounded pretty pathetic, huh?
But anyways...
I'm sure many ppl are thinking about how I got those pics of me when I was by myself...
Or not...well, I can tell u this...I didn't ask ANYONE to take a pic for me.
Yeah, I'm pretty bad-ass with the self timer :P!
I try, I try.

But seriously, I want to do a Alice in Wonderland theme sooo bad! especially in this park!!!

~~~

Ohhhhh btw....Inaugaration day was on Tuesday...I didn't see Obama's speech live, but I just watched it now on Youtube...
I felt so "American"....especially including the fact that I was eating rice w/ shredded pork XD!
But really, I'm so glad Obama is our president....we need a change. I just hope he doesn't screw up too badly.

I especially love the fact that he mentions "non-believers" :)
It's a new age. Let's hope that we can improve!

On the other hand....I need to stop procrastinating...

My New Years Resolution:
During apathetic/procrastination times do something productive to fight it (it doesn't have to be school related...such as writing postcards, blogging, and cleaning manga raws... well....if I have your address...you'll be seeing a lot of postcards from me! :P

Another resolution I need to work on..... : Better eating habits.
MEH! I'll work on that one later!!!! XD!!

Anyways~ until next time!

hmm...

2009-01-20T02:36:00.003-06:00

I'm sure by now this blog has already been forgotten :\

I'm sorry~ I'll try and update more w/ pics and such! I have a extra space now!

~~~

Projects going on right now:
Tonality Proj.
Hands & Feet Proj.
Activity Book Design Proj.
Metonymy Poster Proj.

Side Proj:
Ryuuko & Larrys Sketchbook (almost done)
Honey Hunt Chapt 10 (cleaning the raws and then replacing the txt)

~~~

いそがしいな～　でも　どうでもいい。
もう　ここに　あまり　友達がいない。　　だから　どうでもいいよ。　　一人ではたらきます。
はい．．．、けっこ　さびしけど．．．何にも　やれないから　いいよ。
私かれしがいない、友達がいない、かぞくは　いそがし．．．でも　だいじょうぶよ。
できるよ。　　何となく。

so sleeeepy

2009-01-03T21:23:00.005-06:00

I'm sorry for the lack of updates, but I don't think people really read this blog so it's cool.

People like pictures, I don't have any pictures atm = no readers

I really need to get myself that ext. hard drive...a terabyte!!!! :P I wish
I'd probably just settle for a 500 gb one....though a terabyte would be ridiculously awesome!

so.....2009 eh?
Well hmm....to sum up my New Years eve:

work, work, more work....fuck I missed the countdown! work...
Change --> Party!
Drink : I finished A drink! (Vodka splash cranberry juice)....yes, I'm weak, but shaddap! I at least FINISHED a drink! Though I got pink... lol
Saw Shrek a bit buzzed XD!
Hung out w/ Kiwi (that's his nickname, real name is Michael)(I don't like the pic Shrek took....cause u can actually see me and I look retarded XD!)
Crazy night

Ahhh....January was a bit boring though....although I met up with Vanessa and we had our Kid's Meal night! Judy came along the way... :P
As usual, we hung out at Landa <3
My holiday break was good... I at least saw Jenny, Trekkie, Jose, and Abraham. Of course I saw Judy...and Shrek....well I see him practically everyday >P!!!
ah...but I have still haven't seen Ramos...that jerk :(
Work is work...I'm not banking atm due to shopping and shit....bleh....well...whatevs

Here's to leave a note:

I don't have a New Years resolution yet...but...for sure, I want to change (for the better of course).
Either of looks, health, lifestyle, and such...change is needed...
But hey, isn't that everyone?

Christmas hectic ness

2008-12-25T09:04:00.000-06:00

wow...I have been up since 12 pm....til now (9am)

Crazy! Stupid Christmas....sneaking up right behind me :O

Snow!

2008-12-10T08:48:00.006-06:00

Comfy slipper- boots

Gee Willickers! Last night was pretty amazing :)

I had myself quite a suprise

all thanks to Kathleen, Shrek, and Vinnie!

I had a bit of a Christmas surprise, it was really nice of them :) T'was pretty funny though...they wanted to scare me but, well it half succeeded? Lol...Kathleen scared me the most...considering she was outside and I was walking home to my apt talking to Judy...it was like some goblin jumped at me! :O!
I got a kickass berret from Vinnie, a greatly-wanted red and black striped hat + scarf combo (no...I don't have one already!) from Shrek
-I knew one of them were going to point it out since I went all crazy over it...but then decided not to buy it...but I'm still amazed at how Shrek snuck it away throughout the whole night
aaaaaand Kathleen got me some nice slippers. She murdered Elmo for me, and gave me his feetsies! :) They're warm & perfect for this time!

Another event that happened lastnight....(as if you can't tell by the title of the entry)
is that...it snowed! Or well...flurried? Is that the term...?
anyways....

IT SNOWED!!!!
(click on the picture to see actual snowflakes)
***hooded figure = Vinnie

It was greaaaat and unusual! I called my family and just to be a nuisance:
called Jose and woke him up!
"JOSE!!!!! IT'S SNOWING HERE IN AUSTIN!!!!"
lol luckily he wasn't in a deep sleep so he was being a good sport about it :D

eerie though...it was such a warm and sunny day earlier too...(ranged around the 70s)
Ohhh....well...2 more exams for today and I am DONE!!!!
WOOO!!!! then I'm going to just crash and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
Since Kat is getting weak....and like Kat always says:
"Sleep is for the Weak....and then you get weak...and THEN you need sleep!"

After my last Final...I'm gunna meet up w/ Kelsey to have a good ol' nutella + Bread day!
Yum.

...later later, I might head to the temple to meditate so I can relieve myself from further stress.

OH!
Before I forget...
Today is the last day for David Mack's exhibit "The Alchemy"!
Don't miss it! It's a great experience :)
David Mack = Awesomeness

Just out of fun, and because I failed to post this a day earlier due to exams + project:

Web chattin' w/ Jose!
Web chat is always fun :)
Too bad the quality is shit though... :\

The bastard went to Paris! Right in front of my face!
Jerk!!!!
*(again, sorry for the quality!)

Procrastination~

2008-12-03T22:01:00.006-06:00

I need to finish my papers~~~...well at least the research paper by 12 so Jenny can proof read....

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btw....

I has a new e-mail!
KHTabu@gmail.com
It's shorter than my old one....but will I check it more frequently? that's.....a MAYBE!

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o...m...g...I have lost all my motivation on finishing this paper....fucking writer's block.
I mean, I have everything...just don't know how to word it.
Fuckin' shit...it's due in 11 hours

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I'M DONE WITH PAPERS SUCK-AHS!

but....now I have Finals....sigh....

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はい！　今からの　日本語のれんしゅうです～！
まっ　ほんとうに　何もないけど．．．
あ～あ！
こんしゅうは　いそがしい～！！！！　やだな～！

Good luck with Finals everyone!!!

My Birthday~delayed

2008-11-19T01:01:00.008-06:00

For my PRE-Birthday weekend....I went to San Antonio :D!
Everyone gathered, except for the Hollister Bros...though I should've gotten Judy to txt Brandon or something...I don't have his #....but Jose is allll the way up in yankee land

( ;-; )!

***One of the only pretty places in San Antonio

My family celebrated my Pre - birthday weekend with a Dinner....

SHABU SHABU STYLE!!! + tonkatsu :)

...stupid Mari...aw but look at her...awwww look at the widdle beibi >:P
Anyways...Vinnie baked me a cake!! Hello Kitty short CakeThen there's Ice Cream Cake...Cookies n' Cream :)

For my Birthday din din...I wore a kimono :) In celebrations of my 20th year, seeing as how becoming 20 is the age of becoming an adult in Japanese culture...I'm an adult now... ( ;-; )!

Mari & Me

Later on, An came over due to the amount of food...and we needed some entertainment.... :P
U can't see it too well here...but An's hair is in pigtails XD! His hair has grown pretty long...he looks really girly :O
It seems to me that as I become girly...he also becomes girly as well...hmm...STOP COPYING ME!

Because we were making fun of An so much...Mari decides to make a girlie Jose as well...so pretty XD
But...not as girly as An, even with the hair pin...Jose looks like a GUY
But in other good news... Happy is gaining his health back :D!
...that's him...spooning with Lambchops, thanks to Yu-chan...
Uncle Pat & Me
Well my Pre-B-day weekend was fun, I got to see jenny <3>

We didn't have space...and since the cookies needed to cool and harden due to the frosting...we left them in our fridge:

JUST FOR MY BIRTHDAY....well not really, but...David Mack was speaking for my class!
Yes...THE David Mack! The creator of Kabuki!
There is a gallery on display here @ St. Eds from Nov. 14 - Dec. 10 : Its pretty awesome, I hope everyone gets to see it!

My Birthday outfit:

I felt like dressing a bit Vk-ish
I'm 20 years old now....nothing different, still the same.
Well...nothing yet?

1.) I've become a bit more girlier...into fashion, accessories...but still a bit..."dark"ish?
lol...Vinnie came to the conclusion that I'm a nerdy goth....is that possible? I think that's just VK
Maybe...w/e pretty funny though.
2.) Became a bit frugal...well I am living away
3.) I have a 2nd set of piercings on my ear lobes :O...I was such a baby when I got them that I grabbed onto Shrek's sleeve XD and called Jenny for support (patheeetic lol)
4.) I realize...I'm more Buddhist than Agnostic/Athiest! Which makes me feel happy that I can relate to a philosophy now.

"It's okay if you're Agnostic, and you don't know what to do"
-Well...now I know! Thank you World Religions Class!

5.) My music taste has changed, it's become broader. That's always a good sign :)
But I will always remember all the old songs I loved...Lit, Incubus, Deftones, Gabry Ponte, Jack off Jill, Papa Roach, Sum 41, Linkin Park.....man, great times. I still do love my 90s music.

Nothing has really changed yet, but it just proves that I survived another year.

Oh dear, oh my!

I wonder what this world will come to?

I know I wont grow any taller XD....sad face.

But, it's always fun to imagine what to come.

Next semester's schedule came out better than I thought, I'm going to be partaking in photography,
I'm excited!! It's been a year since I've been in a dark room...I really do miss it, but I'll be missing Jose (note: not Mari's b/f) and An during the process...since all three of us took Photo @ UIW
So much fun~

Oh well...
Tis the season!

It's already upon us!
...skipping Thanksgiving :O

Rant

2008-11-12T19:15:00.002-06:00

I am so annoyed with myself....I could've registered for classes YESTERDAY @ 7!
Wtf was I thinking??? God damnit, today was going too good to be true....I may have been able to get into Biology w/ Kathleen, Advanced Typography Issues with Lillian, Water Colors....fuck....

Well... so far I'm going to take a lot of Photo classes (2) and 2 graphic design classes....
I pray to God I don't get GDES 2331 01.....I want 02! Daniel is an awesome teacher, and Lillian would be in that class! Someone I KNOW!

Ohhh...please, God. I hate this glitch that they are having....and I hate my idiot self! STUPID!!!
Ah well, fuck it. Lesson learned. Always double check.
I'll be taking a Photography class...that's what I'm happy and scared about. I love Photo, but I'm afraid I would be lost in Photo II

ahhh wish me luck!

Birthday countdown among other things....

2008-11-11T22:25:00.006-06:00

My teen years are dwindling down by every minute!!!!!!! Ahhhhh!!!!!

(That's not my cake...I stole it off of Flickr bye the user glassmenagerie)

I'll probably buy a new ext. hard drive, just so I wont feel to conscious of the space on my laptop...then I'll update more often :D!

when I do, I'll put up more pics: Jenny's weekend, Jose day(well...I already posted it on facebook...so just a sneak on it :P) 1st Thurs, Sneak of Halloween (Maybe), My B-day dinner and B-day weekend....yay!

Ohhhh.....I met up with my ex last Friday w/ Vanessa....awkward :O
But nonetheless, interesting and pretty fun. Esp. since Vanessa was there...our Kids Meal run FAILED!!!!! Stupid Nathan.... >O

Nostalgic!

2008-11-10T18:53:00.002-06:00

Ohhhh man, Japanese Class had to remind me of SMAP!
ダーフィー先生 played it through youtube, as a listening comprehension (if we were able to catch the words for the blank spots)

Smap...Kinki Kids...Morning Musume....so nostalgic!
I remember the days when Makoto was still living in my house, and how mama and Mari would absolutely LOVE KimuTaku!

This song was in my head all day...it still is!
Good thing I have it on my iPod...stupid Kyle! Was accusing me of being a hypocrite cause I was complaining how the song was in my head...well...it's catchy! :P

Plastic Tree

2008-11-06T14:05:00.006-06:00

Ahhhh I've been falling more and more in love with Plastic Tree
<3

This is from their latest album "Utsusemi"
I've been listening to it nonstop along with their other stuff... :O

oooh another band that I stumbled upon last month is: heidi.

Ahhhh two good bands, and listening to them while I walk in this weather is so nice <3

Last year it was Uverworld (their song 51% is so cute) and LM.C
ohhh can't forget about Antic Cafe...but they've changed and became a bit too sweet and colorful for me. It's like...I can get another cavity just by looking at them or listening to their stuff!
I missed them when they had Bou ;-;
Oh well, time has passed and a band has to do what is needed.

but I must admit.... heidi. the guys aren't that cute, but damn are they talented to my ears. Yoshikiko's vocals are great :)
But...I like Ryuutarou's(Plastic Tree) is probably a bit better.

okay...enough babbling and procrastinating...I guess I'll continue on my Typography.
Crap. :P

.....OH!
I got a new phone! It's actually a DIFFERENT model!
Well...I had to get a different one, I don't think they make mine anymore...lol the worker was surprised in seeing mine still active...hahah, I'm just old school, huh? Or no...I'm just thinking of myself in that light :P
Well, I've upgraded. Hopefully this phone wont blank out like my previous one. Shit, what horrid luck. It was Halloween night for God's sake! I went to 6th street, I could've gotten lost and wouldn't have been able to call anyone! Well...thank God that didn't happen...

surprise surprise!
I don't have all my #'s in it so...when I txt back "who is this?" don't be offended... lol

*(p.s. how does everyone like the new layout + bgm?)

Mari is bored...

2008-11-06T02:57:00.000-06:00

....so I will post a screen cap of our Webchat :P!

Are you still bored, now!?
....I'm sure you are
:P

OBAMANATION!!!

2008-11-05T00:57:00.000-06:00

....sounds like abomination XD!!

I voted for Obama!! and the outcome......

OBAMA WINS!!!!

Electorals atm: 338 to 159
wowww, it was close in some states but DAMN! Look at that outcome!
And here I thought McCain was eventually(realistically) going to win.

Ladies and Gentlemen, we have witnessed a big event in American history!